My heart is cold, I didn’t know love…
Thank you, really..ย
I now understand that this is what love is…
My heart stops… My breathing dies…
You’re leaving….
-Love Love Love (FT Island)
I got this stanza from a song called Love Love Love by FT Island.
LOVE has always been a common topic. It’s universal. Even in shounen type of animes, LOVE still exist…
Sakura and Sasuke…
Naruto and Hinata..
Tsunayoshi and Kyoko…
Lelouch and CC…
Light and Misa…
Hmnnn~~
I guess love indeed is a special feeling… Of course, there are various types of love~~ but let’s talk about the mutual feeling felt by the opposite sex.. ๐
Ohh~~ just a random thought.. I suddenly remembered one line of an anime I recently watched.. it’s called Ano Hana (That Flower).. it somehow goes like this: “I love you not as a friend.. not the love I felt for everyone else.. BUT, I love you like the feeling of wanting to be your bride.”
Awww :”> it was such a cute anime but it was so sad. I even couldn’t help myself from crying~~ if you’re that curious, feel free to search and watch it.. ๐ It’s just short~~ around 13 episodes, i guess.. >_<
Okay~~ moving on..
LOVE~~~ I haven’t really experienced having a formal boyfriend yet. Well, you can say I’m a noob but most of my friends say, I’m like a pro when it comes to giving advices.. ๐
Well, I’ve learned a lot…
How? Shoujo manga… :))
Reading this type of manga~~ about love, happiness, jealousy, etc.. it teaches you a lot of things.. It may be ย fiction but really, you learn. It’s somehow based on real life situations, only that the characters are waaaaay too cute to even exist. (laughs) Nahh, that was a joke! ๐
Somehow, reading or watching stuffs about love makes me want to have a boyfriend of my own.. Weird? I don’t think so… There are just times when you put yourself in the shoes of the main character and BANG! You just felt it… The need to love… and be loved..
Oftentimes, I would say~~~ Ahh!! I want this type of story for my own. But unfortunately, I can’t.. Well, I can continue to daydream and imagine things~~ however, it will never be the same.. It will never resemble the stories that I’m reading…
When I love, I want it to be unique. I want to create my own love story~~ my own fairytale.. ahhh~~ hopeless romantic me.. *slaps face*
If only~~~~… (nevermind.. :P)
Anyways,
here’s a present for everyone…
I created a poem.. it’ s just a product of my imagination and randomness.. But I hope you’ll like it..
WARNING: it’s a sad one! ๐ฅ
MISSING YOU
On a cold and lonely night like this
All I long for is your sweet warm kiss
The warmth of your touch and your embrace
Gave me goosebumps and a smile on my face
But melancholy now is clouding my heart
Confusions.. curiosity.. they’re tearing me apart
My poor fragile heart is silently weeping
Looking for strength and happiness; Oh! poor thing..
I gazed at the moon above the dark vast skies
Hoping and praying those words aren’t lies
Your promises and words that’s full of love
Minimize if not fully erase the pain that I have
Where are you? Loneliness I couldn’t hide
I can’t help it… I’m burning and bursting inside..
Seconds of not seeing you seems to be years
Days without you adds fire to my growing fears
The wind blew softly and it started to rain..
Longing crawled slowly as I felt sudden pain
Burning sensations traveled my eyes
Few moments after, I began to cry.
>>TegoShei<<