Inspired by Adachi Mitsuru (Baseball and Life…)

 

Recently, I’ve been brawling with life’s challenges. It’s tough for everyone! There are times when you just want to give up… times when you just want to escape reality and live in a world only attainable by your imagination.

 

Duhh! I do that a lot! I tend to escape reality and dive into a world, which might also be common to people like me. *smirks*

 

The world I’m talking about, of course, is the anime-slash-manga-slash-game world.
I’m NOT done with my BASEBALL STREAK yet! I’ve been into Adachi Mitsuru‘s manga these days… I’ve watched Cross Game, read Touch and H2.. These are not-so-new baseball ani and manga but it’s worth your time.

 

They don’t just focus on baseball, but also with the evolution of each character.

 

Adachi Mitsuru-sensei’s works give the extremes of feelings… He’s humorous AF, but can also unconsciously melt down one’s heart… Like WTF Adachi-sensei!!!! What did you do to me??? I’m humongously in love with your works!
His works made me realize a lot of things. Everything is a journey… life and love included.

 

Sometimes, we tend to fast forward everything… We immediately make decisions which we aren’t sure of. Waiting is never a part of our vocabulary.

 

Waiting, sometimes, can help us minimize regrets.
Life is unpredictable. It’s always bound by fate.
Of course, we CAN create our own fate by the decisions we take. However, I DO believe in parallel worlds…
There isn’t only a single ending… but hundreds? thousands? or even more of them!

 

 

It can end in a blink of an eye…
You can follow a straight line…
You can go right or left…
But you can also pass a maze the end of which is unreachable.

If you compare life with something from “baseball”… It would be like this..
The “BALL” would be your existence… a plain entity that simply exists but we don’t know how and why.

 

The “BATTERY” would be the kind of life you want to live..

 

You would be the “PITCHER” and the “CATCHER’S MITT” is your goal.
In order for your existence to have a purpose, you have to throw it as hard and as intelligently as you can to the catcher’s mitt.
As the pitcher of your own existence, you can decide on how your life should be…

 

 

Would it be a 150km-fastball, straight in the middle?

OR Would you rather make it more interesting by throwing a slider, a curveball or a forkball?

You can even change the pace of your life by using a change-up!!!

 

Sounds easy, right?

However, there’s always a force that stops you from reaching your goal…

 

What do we call them?

 

Yes, “BATTERS”!

 

They even come in different types…

 

A force that will throw you to another goal (directly to another mitt).

 

A force that will throw you either up or down… no matter where, it’s still a pain in the a**. (a hit)

 

A slight force, but will bring your existence down to the ground and have something be stolen from you. (a sacrifice bunt)

 

And lastly, there’s always this force that most of us are afraid of…

 

“SLUGGERS”

 

It’s a force that will throw your existence out of the park and will take almost everything away from you!
BUT…

Hold your horses!!!

Every cloud has a silver lining.

 

 

Being hit, having your base stolen, committing errors and being sent out of the park???

 

 

DUDE!!!

 

 

The game doesn’t end there!! There are 9 innings in one game…

 

This means, you have a lot of chances in your life.

 

 

If you stand firmly and stay on the mound without giving up another hit, you’ll definitely strikeout all those fvckin’ batters and reach your goal.

In the end, LIFE, like baseball, is full of fun and excitement.

 

 

So PLAY your LIFE not only with the motivation to WIN, but also with the drive to regret NOTHING.

>>TegoShei<<

Crystal Time (a Princess’ version)

Hello there! Yes, I know I’ve been silent for quite sometime… I’ve been busy with stuffs like work and all.. I humbly apologize for that..

Well here, I’m posting something now.. I missed doing this too, of course! I actually wanted to post this entry weeks or perhaps a month back.. But, due to some unfortunate events, I wasn’t able to do so… 🙂

Oh well.. Here it is… 🙂

CRYSTAL TIME (Princess’ version)

The vividness of that day, I remember so well
I was alone, staring at the vast blue sky
In the depths of my heart, I knew
The jewel I’m yet to find isn’t beyond my reach

I closed my eyes and surrendered myself
I’ve waited for the perfect breeze
The breeze that was made to open my wings
Slowly it came… amazing warmth, I felt

On that shining hill, I waited
The wings of my dreams, I spread
I believed and took your hands
Together and freely… we flew

I remember everything!
The way you felt my heart.. my love..
I remember the way you made me smile
With this endless music.. the rainbow’s melody..
We sparkled for eternity~

My prince, I do remember!
The way you wiped my tears…
The way you healed my heart…
You were always by my side..
My dream, you gave it to me..

I wont ever forget.. no matter how time flies
Although for these tiny dreams I sigh..
In these little hands of mine..
For as long as God smiles..
It isn’t impossible, our crystal time

I remember everything!
You’re close.. I can feel your heart.. your love..
The music, together we’ve created..
This melody.. this song.. brought colors to our sky..

My prince, I do remember!
All those times you’ve spent with me..
The moment you swore in the name of our love..
I can feel it… Our shining crystal time~

Even with a lost heart, I wont cry..
I know, you’re always by my side..
Together, we’ll carve this dream you gave me..
This dream… Our dream… OUR CRYSTAL TIME…

>>>TegoShei Harumi<<<

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– – – – – Okay, so this post should supposedly appear to my other blog “Writings from the Heart“… But since it’s “Anime-related”, I decided to post it here.. 🙂

This composition is in response to a song by “Ichinose Tokiya”, an anime character from Uta no Prince-sama…

I took a liking to this song for various reasons.. But I’m not really sure on what exactly.. *silent sigh* WEIRD? of course I am! *giggles*

Well, I hope you guys like this.. 🙂 This is for everyone! 🙂

I’ll try to post more next time… 😀 So, I hope you’ll patiently wait..

Thanks! 😀

signing off: TegoShei Harumi

We are born to LIVE… :)

“I don’t think anyone is born knowing the reason why they’re here its just something you have to find as you go along”

-Honda Tohru [Fruits Basket]

 

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I got this quote from an anime called Fruits Basket… 

 

So, why are you alive?

Do you know why you were given a life to live?

Do you know why you were born?

Are you aware of the reason for your existence?

 

~~Those are really simple questions but somehow, it’ll take us a lifetime to answer…

 

What really is the purpose of your existence? of mine, his, hers, theirs?

 

It’s actually for us to find out… 

 

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I, personally, doesn’t know the exact reason for my existence, yet. But I’m living my life at it’s best. I try to enjoy every bit of it.

 

Do you know why? It’s because I’m afraid of this word — REGRET.

 

There are some things in my life that I wanted to do… but didn’t dare try.. and so, I ended up regretting.. It really isn’t a nice feeling.. >_<

 

Right now… I do things that I think is right.. I’m trying to find my purpose in life…

 

I love anime… I love to write.. I love to inspire people.

 

And thus, I created this blog…

 

Through these quotes and ideas that I got from anime, manga, etc (the things that I love)… 

I try to write or create something out of it… (the things that I like to do)..

And through this, I could inspire people~~ ( i hope so ^^)

 

 

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However, my life doesn’t end here… I’d continue to live on and find the purpose of my existence along the way~~

 

I hope everyone would be the same…

 

Continue to live and find your purpose…

 

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I’ll leave this entry with this thought..

 

CONTINUE to LIVE your LIFE while FINDING the PURPOSE of your EXISTENCE along the way… LIVE LIFE to the FULLEST… Continue to DREAM.. Continue to BELIEVE.. TAKE RISKS… and always remember….. LEAVE NO REGRETS!!!!

>>TegoShei<<

 

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BAKUMAN (anime series)

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BAKUMAN… What does the title mean??

 

  • ~BAKU came from three different words: BAKUhatsu – 爆弾 (Bomb), BAKUchi – 博打 (Gambling) and BAKU – 獏 or 貘 (Monster known for eating dreams)
  • ~MAN, could basically came from the word MANGA – 漫画 (Japanese comic)

Somehow.. The title suits the story pretty well.. 

  • Bomb Manga
  • Gambling Manga
  • Dream-eating Monster Manga

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Bakuman (anime series) really got me! I mean… I have watched a lot of anime series but this one is quite different. Well, to put it bluntly, all anime series are different… although at times, there are a lot of similarities.

 

I just finished watching the 3rd and final season of this anime but I couldn’t just sit back and say, “Ohh~ it’s done.. what should I do now?”. As soon as I closed my VLC media player, no.. even before that… I guess, that’s halfway the 22nd episode for S3.. I thought to myself… I want to make a blog post for this! And so… here it is. 

 

(Just like a typical blog post from yours truly, I’d like to share a line from the anime which caught my attention and moved me.)

 

MANGA and LIFE are the SAME thing. A WEEKLY MANGA lasts for a WEEK, and LIFE lasts until you DIE. It’s making the BEST of whatever the TIME you’re given. So, you CAN’T hold back. “CONCEIT” and “LUCK” are important, but the MOST important one is “HARD WORK”.

 

Indeed those words brought me mixed thoughts and emotion. Comparing Manga with Life may be a little off for other people but it won’t be if you’ll watch the anime. For sure, you’ll be able to understand fully how those words came out from the protagonist’s mouth.

 

As an overview, BAKUMAN started up as a story about HOPES and DREAMS. You can read up the summary here.

 

Two very young aspiring mangaka trying to make it BIG in the WORLD. 

 

They actually got an ENORMOUS DREAM.. yet, NEVER did they give up!

 

From S1, they’re already striving so hard to make their dreams come true. They were so young but “age” didn’t hinder their dreams to compete and win against other people. They have been through a lot of trials… one after another. But still, they were able to surpass it.

 

WHY?

 

Simply because… ASHIROGI MUTO wasn’t alone!

 

Another thing that I really liked about this anime is the thought of; “RIVALS supporting ONE ANOTHER”. 

 

One of my favorite characters aside from Ashirogi Mutou is their “Eternal Rival” named Niizuma Eiji. 

 

His character maybe the weird-crazy-funny-type… But among all the other characters, I think he’s someone who has SENSE. I mean~~ I really couldn’t put it into words.. It’s just that, the way he acts is so CHILDISH but he has the RIPEST MIND when it comes to manga. Thus, made him SUPER WORTHY for an opponent.

 

Another thing I liked from the anime was..

 

FUKUDA TEAM…. Yes! They’re the BEST TEAM EVER!

  • Shinta Fukuda
  • Eiji Niizuma
  • Ashirogi Muto (Mashiro Moritaka and Akito Takagi)
  • Kazuya Hiramaru
  • Yuriko Aoki
  • Aiko Iwase

~~~perhaps I could also add Takahama Shoyo and Takuro Nakai to the list.. ^^

 

Fukuda Team is always so reliable. All of them are RIVALS when it comes to their manga but they are all COMRADES as well. I just love how they have this so-called HEALTHY COMPETITION. 

 

They COMPETE~ CRITIQUE one’s works~ and SUPPORT one another...

 

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The anime for me… has a really great SHOUNEN-SHOUJO feel to it…

 

The SHOWDOWN between the MANGAKAs was EPIC… and the LOVE STORY between the characters (not just with Mashiro and Miho) was equally EPIC as well!

 

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I’ve learnt a lot from it. 

 

I’m the kind of person who dreams a lot!

 

There are A LOT OF THINGS that I wanna do in life…. A LOT OF THINGS that I want to become…

 

I’m sure~~ a lot of us feel and think the same way, right??

 

“CONCEIT…. LUCK…. and HARD WORK!”

 

Of course, it will NEVER BE EASY... but it’s also NEVER IMPOSSIBLE!

 

Everyone, Let’s continue to DREAM!!  AIM HIGHER and HIGHER!!  But REMEMBER… NOTHING comes OUT with DREAMING ALONE… Let us DO OUR BEST… DO WHATEVER WE CAN… to ACHIEVE IT!! 

 

絶対あきらめない!一生に頑張りましょう!

 

>>>>>TegoShei Harumi<<<<<

Let’s talk about LOVE :)

My heart is cold, I didn’t know love…

Thank you, really.. 

I now understand that this is what love is…

My heart stops… My breathing dies…

You’re leaving….

 

-Love Love Love (FT Island)

 

I got this stanza from a song called Love Love Love by FT Island.

LOVE has always been a common topic. It’s universal. Even in shounen type of animes, LOVE still exist…

 

Sakura and Sasuke…

Naruto and Hinata..

Tsunayoshi and Kyoko…

Lelouch and CC…

Light and Misa…

 

Hmnnn~~

 

I guess love indeed is a special feeling… Of course, there are various types of love~~ but let’s talk about the mutual feeling felt by the opposite sex.. 🙂

 

Ohh~~ just a random thought.. I suddenly remembered one line of an anime I recently watched.. it’s called Ano Hana (That Flower).. it somehow goes like this: I love you not as a friend.. not the love I felt for everyone else.. BUT, I love you like the feeling of wanting to be your bride.”

Awww :”> it was such a cute anime but it was so sad. I even couldn’t help myself from crying~~ if you’re that curious, feel free to search and watch it.. 🙂 It’s just short~~ around 13 episodes, i guess.. >_<

 

Okay~~ moving on..

 

LOVE~~~ I haven’t really experienced having a formal boyfriend yet. Well, you can say I’m a noob but most of my friends say, I’m like a pro when it comes to giving advices.. 🙂

 

Well, I’ve learned a lot…

How? Shoujo manga… :))

 

Reading this type of manga~~ about love, happiness, jealousy, etc.. it teaches you a lot of things.. It may be  fiction but really, you learn. It’s somehow based on real life situations, only that the characters are waaaaay too cute to even exist. (laughs) Nahh, that was a joke! 😛

 

Somehow, reading or watching stuffs about love makes me want to have a boyfriend of my own.. Weird? I don’t think so… There are just times when you put yourself in the shoes of the main character and BANG! You just felt it… The need to love… and be loved..

 

Oftentimes, I would say~~~ Ahh!! I want this type of story for my own. But unfortunately, I can’t.. Well, I can continue to daydream and imagine things~~ however, it will never be the same.. It will never resemble the stories that I’m reading…

 

When I love, I want it to be unique. I want to create my own love story~~ my own fairytale.. ahhh~~ hopeless romantic me.. *slaps face*

 

If only~~~~… (nevermind.. :P)

 

Anyways,

here’s a present for everyone…

I created a poem.. it’ s just a product of my imagination and randomness.. But I hope you’ll like it..

 

WARNING: it’s a sad one! 😥

 

MISSING YOU

On a cold and lonely night like this

All I long for is your sweet warm kiss

The warmth of your touch and your embrace

Gave me goosebumps and a smile on my face

But melancholy now is clouding my heart

Confusions.. curiosity.. they’re tearing me apart

My poor fragile heart is silently weeping

Looking for strength and happiness; Oh! poor thing..

I gazed at the moon above the dark vast skies

Hoping and praying those words aren’t lies

Your promises and words that’s full of love

Minimize if not fully erase the pain that I have

Where are you? Loneliness I couldn’t hide

I can’t help it… I’m burning and bursting inside..

Seconds of not seeing you seems to be years

Days without you adds fire to my growing fears

The wind blew softly and it started to rain..

Longing crawled slowly as I felt sudden pain

Burning sensations traveled my eyes

Few moments after, I began to cry.

>>TegoShei<<

 

 

 

Hello 2013~! 明けましておめでとうございます!

“They say those who die go to heaven… I don’t think so! I think when we die, we go to live on in someone else’s heart.”

-Ano Natsu de Matteru

 

This anime taught me the real meaning of GOODBYE

 

Happy New Year everyone!!

Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu minnasan!!

 

I chose to share this quote as my New Year Post in order to commend 2012 for all the things and experiences it had brought to me~~

 

Tonight might be the end of this year, however, the memories that this year had brought me will continue to linger.. in my mind… in my heart…

This year had been one of the best years of my life.

I celebrated…

I failed…

I continued to fight..

I’ve learned a lot..

 

Saying GOODBYE for some (and also to me), is one of the hardest things to do… Merely thinking of it breaks my heart into tiny pieces… But, this quote taught me something great..

 

GOODBYE does not signify an end…. instead, it’s a stepping stone for a NEW BEGINNING… 

 

We need not forget the things, the people, the experiences we had or met in the past.. Instead, continue to hold on into them… it will serve as our inspiration~~~ as our guide~~ our encouragement for the future.

 

Memories we had for this year 2012 will always be a part of us… either GOOD or BAD. Let’s all continue to treasure it… for it brought us to 2013…

 

Everyone, 

Let’s continue to live on!

We may encounter a lot of struggles in life but we don’t have to worry too much.. Hold on to the memories that the past years had brought you.. Hold on to the times when you failed… when you struggled and fought.. and lastly, to the times when you learned to stand up and live on..

Let’s not also forget to thank God for everything, both good and bad. For giving us another year to live.. another year to cherish..

To the people we’ve met along the way… Maybe, some didn’t stay long but still, we have to thank them for being a part of us… even for a short time, they we’re the people who walked with us in this journey…

I hope that everyone of us leave this year without any regrets but with a BIG smile in our hearts..

And lastly,

Let us all welcome 2013 wholeheartedly and with great optimism… 

I hope this year would be great to all of us… I hope that this year would teach us a lot of lessons.. and let us experience new things.. to grow up and discover ourselves more…

 

Take care everyone!

 

Enjoy the rest of the holidays!! 🙂

 

-tegoshei

Be TRUE…. Be YOU!

It  doesn’t matter what the world thinks… if you don’t love yourself even if the world loves you.. then you need to become a person whom you like.”

Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge

I got this quote from an anime I’ve watched some time ago. It’s a funny anime but  it sure did taught me a lesson..

BE YOURSELF!

It has always been a hot topic in the society nowadays.. I mean, sometimes, we tend to be somebody else to be accepted… to become a part of the group. And slowly, unknowingly, we start to lose our own self.

Yes! We got what we wanted. We were accepted. We became a part of the group.

BUT, the question is… ARE WE HAPPY?

Definitely, NO!

In that case, people only like us because they see what they wanted to see and not what they ought to see…

We cannot expect everyone to like us.. SAD REALITY.

But, wouldn’t it be nicer if we show them the REAL US?

We may either be ACCEPTED or REJECTED..

The point is..

They ACCEPTED or REJECTED the REAL US..

We’ve tried..
..we’ve done our best,
we’ve NO regrets..

LOVE YOURSELF~
君がきらいな君が好きー!

Before I end this entry, I’ll leave you with this poem. . .

Be TRUE… Be YOU!

Behind her precious smile
Lies sadness, it’s been  a while
Although Mr. SUN keeps on shining
A girl’s heart is silently weeping

She has been  lonely it seem
Lights aeound her suddenly go dim
But she lay still and keep it in her heart
And kept  a facade that’s sweet as tart

She doesn’t want anyone to notice
How miserable her simple life is
She just pretended to be happy
So sge won’t be a burden to anybody

Everyday, she smiles and waves
But deep inside her, she’s in a cave
So helpless and afraid to go out
Her heart and mind are full of doubt

But, she musn’t keep it that way
Or else she’ll burst out one day
For all her pretentious emotions
Might just bring her to other dimension

-tegoshei

Welcome to my blog

Hello everyone!

Call me Shei..

I’m 21 and I’m an OTAKU.. more so, a JAPANophile..

Most of my free time, I spend it watching anime and Japanese dorama/movie or reading manga..

Perhaps, you might think, “What a carefree life this girl has!”

Somehow, it’s true…

But for me, doing those things are more than that..

I’m a writer.. but not a professional.

I write coz I love doing it.. I write to express myself.. and to inspire people..

And creating this blog is for that purpose..

I want use my “being an Otaku/JAPANophile” into something useful…

So everyone, I hope you’ll spend some time reading my blog posts from now on..

Take care!

よろしくお願いします。

Shei☆